The hunt

So I put the yarn and needles down for now and I am on the Job hunt full time. Plus the poncho I was making was driving me crazy since I keep making mistakes. Finding a job is like finding a needle in a hay stack. I am having the hardest time I have been looking since last July and no luck. I am part of the cattle call waiting for my turn. The hardest part is finding a job that pays enough to cover day care for two children and enough to pays bills that continue stack up on my desk. No easy task. I have cried so much that my tears have dried up over this issue and now I am just frustrated. I keep searching for anything and hope to hear my phone ring.